Thanks for all your interesting comments guys. I think you've all hit the nail on the head in your own ways and it seems I should be blogging for me, Me and ME! Although its always nice to think you are offering others something to pass the time!
I think I'm going to come back to my blog. I'm glad its anonoymous because I think one of my propblems is that the things that I don't talk to people about, and hence I want to write here, are a little, shall we say, 'controversial'. People's views of those with depression are quite markedly divided: Either you should get over it and stop being down, or, you are recognised as someone who has no control over it and generally get support from people. Interestingly my parents make sure both of these are covered off.....
Back soon!